seeing the obituary makes it more real somehow. more final. also seeing my dad cry just seals it, as I’ve only ever seen him cry a total of three other times in my life. Idk how I’m gonna keep it together for his celebration of life on friday, I probably won’t be able to
my last memory with eric is being in the car with him and lucy and the kids as we were all singing the pokemon theme song on our way to get dinner. I’m glad my last memory is a great one
eric also took me to my first haunted house at 16 and let me hide behind him bc I was too chicken to go first. it’s spooky season now. I’ll try to visit one for you this month
Amber 