not to be too Savage or anything but sherlock literally starts crying in TEH when he deduces that john is about to propose to someone else
like, he really thought he was just going to show up and that everything was going to be fine, that he and john were going to have this dramatic reunion kiss and pick up where they left off
the takes are so fast but he just stands there in shock before blinking away his tears like ‘ok no. i can fix this. i can fix this. just make some sort of grand gesture like in the movies john likes. this is fine.’
Amber 